the other side of D...my life in private

i don't know how to be intimate if i don't have a crowd

my computer is dead.
ahhhh.
this happens all the freakin time and it's making me absolutely nuts.
next time i buy a computer i'm totally getting a mac.
these viruses are bullshit.

so i realized something about myself as of late.
i trust the wrong people a vast majority of the time.
why do i do this?
i like the idea of the most people i meet for than the people themselves and then i always get fucked over and dissapointed.
from now on i will try to see people as how they are and less of how i would like them to be.
very difficult- sounds easy though.
i am so not even in a writing mood but just thought i would vent since i have been seriously avoiding doing work.
i'll write back more creatively later.

yours,
d

posted by D @ 11:14 AM