post ani thoughts
the sweet summer heat
it sings me to sleep
as we leave prospect park
and it starts to get dark
and i can't see the clouds- because they're all too connected
and i'm not disspointed by the image i've erected
it's like i'm walking on a swing
walking up, walking down
your voice is electric
and i'm seduced by the sound
and i can't see the stars
blinded by lights from motorcars
flying past me in a rush
i beg the sound to hush
so i can listen to the acoustic version
of your voice in my mind
the myles i've forgotten
there is nothing more to say to you anymore
if there was ever a chance i could respect you- i'm slamming that door
in your face all bloody, i'll never be your buddy
i hope you see what scum you are
i hope your lies have taken you far
the fact that i ever laid in bed with you and smiled
makes me want to punch you hard- makes my pulse go wild
so fast i can't keep up- you think you're so tough?
i want you to feel like i do
i want someone to screw you too
maybe its makes me childish
maybe i'm immature
the last few months mean nothing
it all feels like a blur
everything you said
were lies and lies and lies
you did nothing but play a part
you're a scumbag in disguise
i hope this new chick you're with now is a little more your bag
did you fuck before or after i met your mom and dad
before you brought me home- now i lay in bed alone
glad i'll never hear your bullshit again
every kiss now screams "pretend!"
i am so revolted i don't even know how to express it in words.
everything that ever came out of his mouth was a lie.
i was basically used for 2 months for no good reason.
he is a digusting piece of shit.
we will never be friends.
i never want to look at him, hear his voice, talk to him, or be within a 20 foot radius of him.
he's a vile, dishonest, dispicable human being.
i hope she gives him herpes so badly that it infects his entire genital area and is therefor rendered infertile and impotent.
how's that for mature?
