the other side of D...my life in private

the myles i've forgotten

there is nothing more to say to you anymore
if there was ever a chance i could respect you- i'm slamming that door
in your face all bloody, i'll never be your buddy
i hope you see what scum you are
i hope your lies have taken you far

the fact that i ever laid in bed with you and smiled
makes me want to punch you hard- makes my pulse go wild
so fast i can't keep up- you think you're so tough?
i want you to feel like i do
i want someone to screw you too

maybe its makes me childish
maybe i'm immature
the last few months mean nothing
it all feels like a blur
everything you said
were lies and lies and lies
you did nothing but play a part
you're a scumbag in disguise

i hope this new chick you're with now is a little more your bag
did you fuck before or after i met your mom and dad
before you brought me home- now i lay in bed alone
glad i'll never hear your bullshit again
every kiss now screams "pretend!"

posted by D @ 6:25 PM