the other side of D...my life in private

cold blue steel and sweet fire

i chose me over you
i could have surrendered
i could have done what i always do
but i chose me over you

it would have been easy
to kiss you and tell you "it's fine"
to have another empty day in bed
knowing you'd never be mine

it was so much harder
to tell you it wasn't enough
knowing you wanted to have and eat your cake
knowing i would call your bluff

i did and this is where we are
maybe we'll never be friends
maybe you'll realize what you gave up
or maybe this is where it ends

either way

i chose me over you
i could have surrendered
i could have done what i always do
but i chose me over you

posted by D @ 8:55 AM