the other side of D...my life in private

Today

I told you to stay but you wanted to leave
And I can’t help the things I believe
I am who I am
And that’s not what you want
You need me to be
Something I’m not

So it’s okay if you want to go
Away
Today
Anything’s better than this game we
Play
And maybe you’ll learn to deal with yesterday
And tomorrow I can start to be okay

The sun is burning hot on my skin
And I’m feeling alone yet again
It’s strange I’m surprised that you’ve let me down
The sky opens up and I am moved by the sound

This clarity
This moment of release
This peace I feel
It doesn’t seem real
Your fingertips graze mine
I know that eventually
I’ll be just fine

So it’s okay if you want to go
Away
Today
Anything’s better than this game we
Play
And maybe you’ll learn to deal with yesterday
And tomorrow I can start to be okay

posted by D @ 12:57 PM